Voices
on the Path-
A
Collection of Interviews
Rustic
Pagan Artist Author
Tchipakkan
Email:
tchipakkan@tds.net
First
can you briefly tell us about yourself? What is your profession?
I
am an artist, writer, and speaker (also known as "unemployed").
I'm 60 years old, a widow, and live on a small "almost a
farm" in S. NH with 3 adult (handicapped) children on
disability. We are all artists and sell art at shows on weekends, I
am moving away from gardening and keeping animals, although we still
have goats and rabbits.
Any
special hobbies?
My
"hobby" is the Society for Creative Anachronism. I put it
in quotes because it encompasses so many hobbies that calling it a
hobby is silly. Within the SCA a do calligraphy, embroidery,
costuming, brewing and cooking, spinning and weaving, archery,
leatherwork, herbalism, glass-working, gardening, beekeeping, and
many many more activities.
When did you begin your path? What inspired you to walk this journey?
When did you begin your path? What inspired you to walk this journey?
I
came to realize that I was a pagan by high school; I remember talking
to and leaving offerings to the gods before that. I expect I learned
about them through reading about history and mythology.
Can you tell us a little about your path? How would you describe yourself?
Can you tell us a little about your path? How would you describe yourself?
"Tchipakkan
is an artist, writer, healer, and eclectic pagan-heathen-rustic.
I
have been worshipping the old gods openly since my teens (I had very
open-minded parents). I have a small farm in NH aimed at self
sufficiency and sustainability, which I share with 3 of my children-
now adults, and a varying assortment of animals (sheep, goats,
rabbits, chicken, ducks, geese, peafowl, and cats, of course).
Author
of Divine Cookies- a cookbook with recipes about gods and
magic, The Heathen Cookie Cookbook, (and several other
pagan cookbooks), the Rune article series in the Blessed Bee Pagan
Family Magazine, and other articles in Hex, Sagewoman, and other
magazines, as well as working on other books- specifically one on the
pagans and heathens who go "under the radar" because they
aren't weird enough to sell airtime or articles.
I
practice and teach RĂșnValdr and Reiki, huna healing, herbalism, and
soothsaying with runes, palmistry, tarot, numerology, and other
systems.
Over
30 years in the Society for Creative Anachronism have brought me many
friends, and many historically oriented skills, as well as more
knowledge of early Anglo-Saxon culture than is conceivably useful. I
love to teach useful skills like from cooking, sewing, and herb use,
to divination and other more esoteric activities to participating in
endless discussions of everything from healing to folklore.
I
study seidhr in order to discover healing seidhr, rather than
oracular seidhr.
As
an artist, I specialize in portraits, but also have done a lot of
work as a weohcraefter- maker of sacred images- mostly goddesses
(I've done three sets of Frigga's handmaidens) in fired clay. I hope
to someday learn to either make molds so they can be available to
more people and more affordably, or find a rich patron! I've also
paint book covers, most recently Frey's Saga.
I
work with many gods, having over the years had special relationships
with Mother Holle, Woden, Frigga, Thor, Eir, Kwan Yin, Anubis,
Apollo, and the Virgin Mary. When challenged to stick to one
pantheon, I point out that I don't give up old friends- even if new
ones don't get along with them. I also work with the house and land
wights and Idisi a lot- especially the spirit of the mountain I live
on.
When
we are living consciously every act is a prayer."
In
brief- I describe myself as eclectic. Frankly, there are so many
heated discussions about what a pagan or heathen is, I often use the
term rustic in preference. I mostly work with the gods who come to
me.
Does the path you've chosen affect your profession? If so, how?
I
don't think so- I would take a "regular" job if I could get
one. My personal beliefs would prevent me from taking a job I thought
contrary to how the world should work, but I think that's probably
true for most people.
Is community important to you, or do you prefer to express you beliefs as a solitary?
Is community important to you, or do you prefer to express you beliefs as a solitary?
Community
is very important to me, and yet I would be described as a solitary
because I have never found a pagan/heathen community in which there
wasn't a whole lot of effort to make others do it "their way".
People seem to use community as an emotional reinforcement showing
that their choice is right. I am far more likely to share a
celebration with others than a ritual. I feel community should be
what you have with those among whom you live- locally based. I try to
be involved with our town activities.
Are you associated with any organizations, volunteer work, or groups that support your spiritual beliefs?
Are you associated with any organizations, volunteer work, or groups that support your spiritual beliefs?
I
support Amnesty International, the Wildlife Federation, the Sierra
Club, Naral, and the ACLU. On pagan groups, I've liked and joined
many off and on- Fellowship of Isis, ADF, The Troth, I tried the
Rosicrucians for a few years in college. Most of the groups have
excellent aims and are appealing, and if I had a good solid income,
I'd probably maintain memberships in several.
Would you say your path has been an easy or difficult journey?
Would you say your path has been an easy or difficult journey?
Very
easy, because it's natural. I was raised Christian, but have no
problems with it. I just chose another direction. (I've never been
able to wrap my mind around the concept of sin.) Frankly I have not
seen much religious discrimination, probably because the circles I
run in tend to be more free thinking, and maybe because I don't
recognize it when I see it. I fell in love with a man I met in the
SCA who just happened to be also a pagan, and have raised four kids
openly pagan. I had one brief confrontation (at halloween) when my
first child was in first grade and after that the school and town
have been totally accepting. Frankly, I think they care more about
whether my goats get out than what gods I worship.
I
observe that most problems are created by the people who have them. I
have known some who have suffered some nasty discrimination,
but it's far more rare than those who run afoul of jerks by making
dumb mistakes.
Any
advice for someone new to this path?
Relax,
listen to your inner urgings, don't be defensive. It's your choice,
not theirs, and needs be no more public than anyone else's religion.
If you are a good person in the broader community, when they find out
you are pagan, they'll have to reassess any negative prejudices they
had before. Let other people be "wrong", it's their choice.
Live your life, not theirs.
Finally, what three books would you say most influenced your path.
Finally, what three books would you say most influenced your path.
Probably
the books I read as a child before I knew were most formative:
The
Wind in the Willows by Kenneth Grayham
The
King Must Die by Mary Renault
Many, many fairy tale and mythology books including the notes at the back.
(if you want another title I'll say Winged Pharoah by Joan Grant)
Many, many fairy tale and mythology books including the notes at the back.
(if you want another title I'll say Winged Pharoah by Joan Grant)
I
started this sort of study during the "Occult Explosion"
reading books by Hans Holtzer, Israel Regardie, Dion Fortune, and
other writers from earlier: Aradia, The White
Goddess, The Golden Bough, as well as stuff on ESP
and Edgar Cayce. When Gardner, Buckland and Leek started writing, I
read their books, and have stayed up on pagan literature through
Adler, Starhawk and Cunningham. But I would say none of it
"influenced me", or told me how I should practice (mostly I
thought chanting and dancing around in circles was pretty silly,
although I do practice magick, I don't consider it a part of my
spiritual path). I still put out a drink or a cake for the gods, but
now it's openly, in the kitchen altar instead of on the back porch.
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